"Probably more like messing with my perception of her rather than actually bending light or anything..." Galen muttered then shook his head, getting himself back on the topic, which then swung away from him again when Mara brought up his hesitation.
"I'm not shy about it," he sighed. "I don't know how I feel about it. I don't think I'm proud of it, but I'm not ashamed, either. Those were days when I didn't know any different, and I was doing the exact job I had been trained to do-- raised to do. I don't know." He leaned back as far as his chair would let him, wondering if he'll ever stop seeing the faces of Kazdan Paratus and Shaak Ti in his nightmares. Of course, those weren't the worst.
His eyes opened when Mara's words sunk in. "You weren't... jealous, were you?"
Galen shook his head firmly then relented with another sigh. "I had a premonition that something was going to go wrong with this mission-- just a bad feeling, really. I suppose it could have been a lot worse."
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Date: 2009-02-24 12:15 pm (UTC)"I'm not shy about it," he sighed. "I don't know how I feel about it. I don't think I'm proud of it, but I'm not ashamed, either. Those were days when I didn't know any different, and I was doing the exact job I had been trained to do-- raised to do. I don't know." He leaned back as far as his chair would let him, wondering if he'll ever stop seeing the faces of Kazdan Paratus and Shaak Ti in his nightmares. Of course, those weren't the worst.
His eyes opened when Mara's words sunk in. "You weren't... jealous, were you?"
Galen shook his head firmly then relented with another sigh. "I had a premonition that something was going to go wrong with this mission-- just a bad feeling, really. I suppose it could have been a lot worse."